A Grouchy Valentine

I need to make a confession or vent... I have been sooooo GROUCHY and STUBBORN!!!! I feel bad and need to apologize to all those who have come in contact with me during these past couple days. I am DEEPLY SORRY especially to my loving husband and ever so patient daughter. I don't know how they can put up with me and the non-sense I put them through. I AM SORRY!!

I don't know why I feel the way I do. I'm not even sure how to explain "how"or "what" I feel. I think my hormones are all out of whacked and it's not cool at all. I think this is the worst I've felt emotionally. My emotions are taking it's toll. I can be happy, sad, mad, and everything else in between within an hour (even now, as I'm writing, I feel like crying). It's wierd, it's one of those things that I can't explain.

Anyway, through all this craziness, my loving husband continues to try to make me happy. He tries to give me kisses, but I don't let him. He tries to hold me and hug me, but I push him away. He asks if I love him and I tell him "most of the time". What kind of answer is that? I know, I know, I'm rude... I have been a huge BRAT! I'm Sorry Julius! No matter how rude I am, Julius continues to be patient and loving. I know he loves me and will do anything for me. I hope he knows and feels that I DO LOVE HIM!! I'll Love you Forever!!

My ever-so-patient daughter makes me smile, she is my strength! I Love her to pieces. I will do anything for her. My SweetLyn is my air. I miss her all the time... I miss her when she's not with me. I miss her when she's sleeping. I miss her when she sleeps in her crib. I miss her when I have to go to appointments and she can't come. I miss her when I go to young women activities. I miss her when I have to play the organ. I miss her just thinking about getting a job. I even miss her now. I know... I'm crazy! I don't ever want to leave or lose her. I'll Love My SweetLyn Forever!!

 SweetLyn showin' some "LOVE" on Valentine's Day and Our 2 Year anniversary!

 This is one of my most FAVORITE things... Julius singing and playing his guitar. My SweetLyn and I absolutely LOVE it! Some nights she falls asleep dancing with me listening to her daddy sing.

 Love them to pieces

 Cute smile. She has the cutest personality and smile. She laughs all the time

 Sumo came to visit for a week and a half. She was so excited EVERY time she saw him even if he was sleeping. He often said "No, I never wanna share" and "I don't wanna be nice". We Love you Sumo (even though you were a little mean to SweetLyn...lol)!

 One night we were learning colors. She Loves Colors.

Our Valentines and 2 year Anniversary. Baby and I did laundry and clean while our dear Julius slept.

It happened again! Yup, he tore his OTHER patella tendon (right side). He was playing basketball, it happened in the same gym, the same side of the court, and in the same radius of the key.

This is ... "to be continued..."